As the winter days continue to fade, the spring awakening begins. With this shift I have found myself reflecting on the past months with some new found clarity, a vantage point that felt buried under feet of snow and muddled thoughts. Weathering these past months of brutal cold and endless greyscapes in Chicago, my inner structure, my core self began rearranging… a quite uncomfortable process. When forced to sit with myself, relatively undisturbed and self-contained for some sixteen weeks, I began itching, poking and prodding at my sense of self…
what do I believe in?
what brings me peace?
what do I value?
who values me?
Of course, when we are in these moments of change, it is pretty difficult to recognize them as such growing pains. Which is why the coming of spring has felt especially welcomed this year. With each warming day, I am finding a strengthened insight, a slow burning understanding of my deep winter contemplation. With this recognition comes freedom, a feeling inextricably tied to the burgeoning of spring.
I am welcoming it in.
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| cow and donkey on the grassy patch whitehall, wisconsin 35mm |
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| keeling over paul university park, illinois 35mm |
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| through the bedroom window whitehall, wisconsin 35mm |
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| shades of winter pilsen, chicago 35mm |
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| yellow, orange and brown university park, illinois 35mm |
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| an uncomfortable getaway st. louis, missouri 35mm |
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| linking trails university park, illinois 35mm |
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| animal therapy whitehall, wisconsin 35mm |
